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Message from Bishop Chilton Knudsen
Mike and I recently sat in a crowded auditorium, preparing to enjoy one of our greatest
shared pleasures: a live orchestra concert with a favorite piece of music (Vivaldis The
Four Seasons) on the program. This musical work has delighted us both for as long as
we can remember. When we first met almost 30 years ago, and learned of our common love for
Vivaldi, we knew our relationship was worth pursuing.
As we sat waiting for the program to begin, the musicians assembled themselves onstage and
began that familiar, almost comical, ritual of tuning up. The word "cacophony"
was coined for just this experience. Strings screeched and waves of random sound wandered
about until pure notes were discovered and all were in tune with one another.
Then...silence; a long and delicious silence while we waited with hundreds of people for
the first notes to sound.
This silence prepares us for the music to follow. It is a time of attentive, expectant,
waiting for the first notes of the performance to break into us. Because I was waiting for
music I had experienced and savored many times in the past, waiting was a two-fold gift:
First, I knew something of what I waited for. It was already a part of my history. I
could, in an instant, reach back in time to touch moments from days gone by ...when I
heard The Four Seasons in times of great pain and in times of joy...in stately
concert halls and in outdoor parks...with baby Dan asleep on my lap...with a pile of
papers to sort and read as Vivaldi played through the tape deck...or on the car radio
along unfamiliar roads. In waiting, all of those moments come back in a great rush and
time folds in upon itself.
AND waiting, I knew that this time I would hear something I had never heard before. As
much as I know this piece of music, as often as it has touched my soul, each time of
waiting to hear it once again opens into a new revelation. I simply missed some part of
this exquisite piece which now bursts out as if for the first time. So familiar is this
piece that I can hear it in memorys ear; nonetheless, I wait expecting to hear
something I have never heard before. And I always do.
Advent is just this kind of waiting, isnt it? We wait for what we have known. For
Christ has already come among us, Christ has already come to each of us. We await the
Messiah who has already broken into our souls in good times and bad, in stately liturgy
and in restless new life, in the midst of toil and in journeys we never planned to take.
Yet, each Advent invites us to experience Christ in a way we never have before. The One
who has graced our days is also to be discovered anew as we wait in Advents
expectant silence.
For however many moments weve lived in which Jesus the Christ has spoken to us,
guided us, companioned us, healed us, saved us; there is still more which Christ will
reveal to us. In our lifelong journey as people of Baptism - people who have been and are
being redeemed - we wait for the One whom we have known, who is also the One who will show
us more if we but wait attentively, openly, silently. Seek Christ. Listen for Christ in
silence, expecting to hear what you have never heard before.
In this Advent and Christmastide, may each of us discover something new about Jesus
Christ. For Christ commands our utmost attention. May we find new ways to serve this One
who is both joyfully familiar and startlingly new. May the music of Christs
redemptive mercy immerse us in the glory of our salvation...and may Christ - who has been
known to us - become also a new reality to us. In every season, may Christ be known and
adored in everything we do.
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